Sunday, March 29, 2009

It's HOOOOOOOOOT!


I feel like a popsicle.
A lime flavoured popsicle.
I want to eat it slowly.
Let it melt and stickify my fingers.
I will get my popsicle.
My lime flavoured popsicle.
Sometime today mmmm.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Acceptance

Muss es sein? Es muss sein...


"So Small God laughed a hollow laugh, and skipped away cheerfully."
-The God of Small Things-


Random backstreet in Hong Kong, took it with my falling apart CyberShot :)


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Run run run away

Legs on auto-pilot,
lets run with our senses,
let go.
Steps like my thoughts, tripping over each other,
racing forward, stumbling slightly, un-paced,
erratic.


No half tank for the journey back,
no insurance, no cares in the world.
Utter abandon.


I want to scream
for no rhyme or reason.
Instead, I run.
Not to, not away, not from.
Just run.

Clenched fists,
blunt nails digging into hot palms.
Stop.
Let go.
Arms flailing, fingers splayed.

Against traffic,
wind in my face,
cracks on the sidewalk,
dry throat and wet skin,
dark skies and long roads.


Thoughts, words and emotions reduced
to a steady pounding pace,
to swish-swashing ponytails,
and distance covered.


Peace.
I have heard you today.



Each millisecond with
both feet in air,
I was flying.
Every thud to the ground,
jolted me back to earth.
But what does it matter,
I will still dream.


splish splosh

Are mud puddles, muddles?

When I grow up, I want to...

grow a marshmallow tree
swim in chocolate
tame a pink tiger
drink dew drops
draw smileys on bees wings
fly into the sunset
blow bubbles all day
tickle dimpley babies
kiss in a storm of tears
stare at the clouds
read apple blossoms
sew fringes on mushrooms
slide down a rainbow
live in a cream puff
sleep amongst the stars
paint cherries blue
ride a
magic carpet
laugh till my sides ache
have loved, be loved and still love

Monday, March 23, 2009

Quack Bear.

Dear Diary,

I ate lunch with the Quack Bear today. I think he misses the Quiet Bear. The Quiet Bear is on the other end of the planet, well not quite, in France.
According to Shanta, the Quiet Bear has made some little friends there and has abandoned her. I sometimes wish the Quack Bear would leave me. Especially when he sits on the stairs and gibbers. Especially when I have too many things to do and can't pay any attention to him. Especially when I need him to keep quiet so I can hear my own thoughts.
The Quack Bear has been extra bad. I thought he'd calm down after DeePee. Looks like it didn't happen. If anything, he's gibbering more than ever and even the spangled candy floss wouldn't subdue him. Don't get me wrong, I love the Quack Bear... he may be naughty and loud but I'd miss him if he wasn't here, brown fur, green eyes and all. *sigh* he probably just misses the Quiet Bear.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Slumming Sunday...

and I now finally join the ranks of those who have watched Slumdog Millionaire!


Lets not be highbrowed, but being quite the bibliophile, I am bound to think, "the book was so much better" as in the case of most books turned movies anyways but I deffo deffo deffo loved the movie too!!!

Q&A (yes, read it loooong before it became the bing-bang-hit that it now is, and before it was renamed to match the movie) definitely had more twists and was more interesting plot-wise but the music was amazing and the cinematography were great. Ginger demurred though that it was reminiscent of Danny Boyle's other movies (Trainspotting, anyone?) so nothing that new. Oh well, still think that it was pawsome!!!

I do wish that they'd stayed truer to the book (missed the "Ram Mohammad Thomas" explanation and the story behind the person he phoned when using his "book" call option... the "movie" call option was kinda sappy though it fulfilled its purpose i guess...) but with my meagre experience in producing a film and script-writing, I sorta get the feasibility issues of turning the book in its entirety into a movie.

Overall it was pretty damn awesome. A.R. Rahman was as brilliant as ever and the icky-poo covered boy scene was kinda gross eeeew but really cute. Amitabh Bachan must be really flattered. Is Dev Patel a dish or what?!

Lap-lap-lapin, carrots for getting out of the burrow and watching it together hoho.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Another day another scare.

It's only 8 plus and I'm ready to sleep, completely escape the world for a few good hours but must finish my arrays lab first.

Can't believe that I bruised my knuckles on an A4 door for about ten minutes at 9 in the morning (an unholy hour for hall residents, they'd probably headed to bed just a of couple hours before). Prolly annoyed the hell out of gingembre's neighbours, but I was more concerned about him than my pride. Whoah... a first, I left my big-ass ego behind.

Class at 10. Holbo has definitely been one of my most interesting lecturers. His science-fic tutorial was interesting. Took me awhile to see the philo link though. After the tut, finally started on my blogposts, yay! Did one on The Day The Earth Stood Still (1951)... not the Keanu Reeves version and rushed for the lecture right after. Afternoon class cancelled, another first.


Went in search of a frost flower and to get ze producers something for curtain call. Ended up with two adorable, flat, stuffed animals (a magenta bear and a custard tiger). I want oneeeee!

When I got back, I happened to come through the back door. Saw that the fan and lights were still on, and the blinds were up. Panicked like hell and all its freaking fire. I really really thought that something awful had happened. So awful that I can't say what. Rushed to the magpie and probably scared her with my total breakdown, but she very level headedly got me to the office and we got in contact with mon oncle's house. He was at home, not in good shape, but at home, not as I thought... *breathes again*. At this point, nothing else matters.

Monday, March 16, 2009

The Black Dog.


Strikes again... I think. What can I do for you? I don't know. I've read stuff, talked to people, asked around. Still don't know what to do, but I'm here to chew concrete and bite bears with you, okay?!

The Speechless Game.

Tuesday, wee hours of morn, D305. Val and Eva are at their respective desks, in serious mode.

L-R: Val, Eva
Round 1
Eva: Val, let me ask you a life changing question.
Val: *looks up* Yeah?
Eva: Which pokemon character are you?
Winner: Eva

Round 2

Eva: Val, let me chart your future all the way to the next galaxy.
Val: *blinks* Hallo you talking to Letchumi.
Winner: Letchumi-Val

Taken with me old Cybershot: Two random old ladies in Hong Kong, they looked like they'd been friends forever. They were arguing over the quality of the dried scallops and the price lol. This is to us Val, longevity and yellow chipzz!

Phone Phailure

Raaaaawr! My ancient but serviceable w850i appears to have died on me. The down button, 2, 3 and 8 aren't working, making messaging virtually impossible and if I don't have your number saved, I can't dial it if it has 2, 3 or 8.



I just fixed it a short time back... but I guess after 2 plus years, most phones get screwy. How now brown cow? So the wrong time! I will deal with this after Friday.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Pi Day!


Yay! I like!
It doesn't matter that it happens every year, it is still pretty special to me (:

(Geek side note: if you open the pic in PDF, you can zoom in and see the first 350,390 digits of pi)

What I did on Pi day:
- DeePee piecing. Our show is coming up this Friday! So soon. I'm uber nervous. My baby, on stage... and the dancing haha *nervous laughter*
- Submit my lab. Raaaaaawr! You know you have a sad life when you go to school on a Saturday evening to submit assignments.
- Eat Pie!!!!



What is pi day without pie? Okay... maybe ShingShing and Debs are right in thinking I'm a smidgeon loony haha but on pi day, you have to eat pie. This year, it was apple, with Kiat-man! We really should go back to the Tea Party sometime and relieve our S-paper mugging sessions. Tea-Party seems like the kind of place that would have pecan pies.
Speaking of pie, I am reminded of the ProjectShop Cafe's scrumptious key-lime pie with vanilla and butterscotch and their drowned in chocolate, steamed Jaffa pudding. Yummmm!


Yesterday was good... well, it didn't start of that way, but it deffo ended well.
Getting annoyed over something fairly trivial, I tried to address Mount Assignments. Sure... I made a wee ickle-bitty dent in it, but still felt fairly crappy. Dawned on me that I distract myself with work on grey days. That prolly explains the ickiness of my holiday week, nothing absolutely important to address, no homework urgently due. Graaaaaawr!
Man-beer randomly messages me. "How goes piecing?" We end up talking cock -absolute glorious mindless cock- for a full 20 minutes. It was really quite uplifting.

Get back to hall and try to assess if I was:
a) over-reacting out of stress and in anticipation of the uphill hike up Mount Assignments.
b) under-reacting and thus being taken for granted.
c) over-thinking things and seeing beyond my corrected 20/40 : 20/350 vision.
d) under-thinking and allowing my dismissive attitude to get the better of the situation.

Tried to escape to that Happy Place but my imagination was malfunctioning. There's only so many times that you can say "Blue skies, rainbows, carousels," and not see anything. Bother!
So I head up to see Kiat, mon sauveur! He was playing CS with Shammers and both were losing to the Terrorists hahahaha. Shammers kept killing Kiat. We left hall, discovered swamp lands and wooden benches, ate pies and sundaes, had a beer, reflected on the big L and caught up. Thanks for being there when I needed you man.

Moment of self-discovery, a lack of response scares the bejeebers out of me.
Hoi! Lapin, merci! J'ai eu besoin de la reponse. It was mildly tart but considering my piquant demand for a justification...haha. At least I know what was going through your head. We really always misunderstand one another terribly, non?

Hope you guys had a great Pi Day. I heart-heart that YingHui celebrates it too (:
We be Enginerds y'all!

Et aujourd'hui:
- Group meets with ACL reconstruct people and HR-Fish&Co folks.
- Dance clean up.
- Room clean up?
- Blog posts for philooooooo peut-etre.
- Raaaaawr! J'ai besoin faire mon devoir. Programming, you will be tackled!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Wardrobe and Service

3a.m. the magical hour for blogging.
Just got back from the Wardrobe Room. Was fixing the detailing on our outfits today. The costumes are so pretty (: Very fairy-butterfly-esque.

The dress is of white satin with narrow straps, fitted high waist, and fluttery leaflet edged skirt.
The detailings are in violet-blue hued organza, wings, wings, fluttery wings. Not as pictured.
In fact, as HsinYi pointed out, our wings are in front heehee.

It took me a good half hour to get the wings to sit just so and stitch them in place. Dare say that Sister Gertrude would have approved of the hand stitching. We also had to melt the edges of the dress and the inner seams to prevent fraying. The wings were also edged to define them better. Argh! Never knew that the dancers did most of the detailings on their costumes themselves. The wardrobers helped us tighten costumes, lengthen/ shorten and fix the velcro and straps though.

Anyhoo, today was another day at the Salvation Army. Our hall Voluntary Corps teaches there every Tuesday and Wednesday. I always end up with students who are weak at math. Sessions are a mix of cajoling, coercion, and a whole lot of bargaining. The kids can be naughty but at the bottom of it all, they are sweeties.
The kid I taught last year, A, consistently failed Math. Very bangga, after one sem of tutoring, she actually did quite well for her finals. She was deffo a good child, very conscientious and hardworking. It was pretty easy to teach her.
This year, they assigned me Y. Y is definitely more interesting than A simply because she's 1000 times naughtier. She candidly told me that she hated Math and that I was a nerd for preferring it to English. For every few pages of Math that she does, she expects a ghost story. I told her a few terribly boring ones, but that hasn't worked as a deterrent.
Last week, I got K, a small, scrawny little thing with close cropped curls. K is Y's younger sister. I was shocked to find that she could barely read and write. She couldn't figure out words that were more than 3 syllables long. Scaaaaary... we worked on basic phonetics tha day.
Wishful thinking, but I really hope that we are able to help these kids out. I really enjoy my sessions, though I do come back terribly drained. It's also highly gratifying when the kids want you as their tutor. They often approach me to request for them as students... but I end up telling them that these matters are out of my hands. After all, it wouldn't be too fair to the other kids that I teach and more than 2 have already made the request. *gloats* They like me haha. Sometimes I wonder why... From the record books, I make them do the most work. In fact, I have been accused of slave-driving (though they laugh/ pout as they say this). That said, maybe they actually want their time occupied and more often than not, they don't seem to realize that they did as much work as they did. I guess it's all about firm handling but showing them that you really care about them too.
This has seriously been one of my most fulfilling CCA's here in Singapore.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

03.03.09

Happy Square Root Day!
The next time this day could come about will be in 7 years y'all.
Technically, today is the 4th, but I wake up to a new day. So, on Eva time, it is still the 3rd.

Kimmy left today. Went to see him at the airport. Almost didn't go because of programming tomorrow, but realized that I wasn't going to see him in ages. Even managed to whip up a card-y thing, yay!

Usually I feel a bit malu giving KimPok art-pieces since he's the designer man, but I know he'll appreciate it and anyways, we've made art together (designs/ writing). I'm sure he and his bear-berry scarf will have a blast on exchange.


The philo presentation went pretty well. Had breakfast with a random class mate who pointed out another manner of developing one of my points. Was pleased to get his feedback and it got me thinking too. "Hurrah" to mental stimulation. We watched Brakhage films in class and covered the works of Merleau-Ponty.
Materials was also good today. Composites. The PBL (Problem Based Learning... not Professionally Botched Lobotomy, as Anandhan calls it hoho) sounds like it'll take up a lot of time though. Prof T did tell us to approach him if we had too much on our plates. Hmmmm.... wonder if it had anything to do with the stabbing of the NTU prof?
On a more somber note though, that poor kid... another life lost, in vain? Stressed, worked up and ended up stabbing his FYP supervisor. The lecturer did survive though the student (an electrical eng. final year undergrad) committed suicide. Really sad.

People kept asking about Ginger's whereabouts. The nonchalance wore off when someone asked "What if he's dead?!" Didn't take it too seriously, but my morbid imagination took grip and went on its own fanciful flight. I saw hollow eye sockets, maggot infested flesh and blue skin... eeeyer.
Anyhoo, called him after class. He was at home, down with a flu. Hahaha. No need to sniff at the slit at the bottom of the door to check for deaths malodorous presence. Great relief there.

Side note: Dolly sent me this link. A motivational vid on the 8 secrets of success. It's only 3 mins long. For some reason, I can't upload it on the blog, but here's the link
http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/richard_st_john_s_8_secrets_of_success.html
Worth the watch!

Looking forward to Friday the 13th and PI day (3.14) the very next day.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Eleventh hour work.

My wise dolly told me (just on Sunday actually) that, eleventh hour workers should just do work then, at the 11th hour...and have fun during the 10 hours before.
A silly Eva decided to try anyway to do work before then. However, I procrastinated most of the day and was just thinking about how stressed I was and how I should really be doing my assignment. In the end, I whipped out my brain and a mound of readings, opened at least 8 windows and googled away for a couple of solid hours. So the presentation is done with (part of it is on my nerd blog hoho... the very 1st post... Whoah, i haven't been keeping up that one).

I should prolly get down to mugging for my mid-sem lab on Wednesday since I really really want to see off the Kimmy Pok tomorrow night. He's going to Milan. Woot! Male fashion capital + designer dude = awesome time for him. YAY!
Actually, Ben-Ben will be heading of to Dundee tomorrow too... and next sem, the Laine and her boy will be in Europe too. Waaaaaah! So many people will be there. Maybe I should plan some kind of trip around that...
Bah! Who am I kidding. With my FYP (Final Year Project) coming up, I really won't have much time to breathe even. Well, we'll see (:

I want a mint cookie. Wonder if ginger had a bad day again. Hope not. Should I save him a mint cookie? But I'm not selfless heehee.

Went to see demented bunny senior at hospital on Sunday, with the dolly. Good thing I called to check her favourite colour for flowers since she isn't allowed any fresh ones in the room. Jian saved Elaine and I mini pile of money there, we really wanted to get her a humongous, bright, bunch. So yeah, don't bring fleurs, just bring a whole lot of gossip and cheer to her bedside. That would please her more, the gossip especially heehee. I shall amass more hall stories for the next visit.

Super LUP XX and JW. They just bought me an extra half hour of sleep by lending me their printer to print my philo presentation. No need to trek to AS7 or the library early tomorrow, before the tutorial.
Okay, okay, should go and shower now. This little piggy has not bathed since dance prac (which ended about 2hours ago hoho). We tried the wreathes today and prac was fun! Yay!
Should I use the mint-tea tree or strawberry shower gel? Today feels like "Stoh-belly" (Val-speak) shower day.